Forget & Forgive
I feel like I’m losin everything, everyday
Everything’s starting to fade away
I always talk to myself and say
Tomorrow, everything will be okay
Tomorrow, tears will be gone, no more
But…
Everything’s worse than the day before
Always tell people to cheer up and have fun
But I never did that to myself
I’d rather shoot my head with a gun…
I don’t deserve to live, I don’t deserve to have all my friends & that care
I’m an awful person, I’ll never learn how to be a good one, no matter where…
I don’t know myself when I look in the mirror, I’m far away
I look at my old pictures, I remember & I suffer
I never forgot what happened in each and every day
Sometimes it’s hard, I’d say, others say its better
I always ask myself why all of that happened to me.
Do I really deserve all of this, did I change something?
Or was it the same it meant to be?
A voice inside my head says “yes you do, look what’ve you done, you never made someone happy, you’re a problem since the day you were born”
Another says “every person in this life did the good & the bad, you’re not the only one, look around you, you have a great family who always supports you, awesome friends who always there for you, forget & forgive, it’s the only life we’ll live…”
I’ll open up and live this life; I’ll never waste a minute of it
I HOPE I’ll be on the right track, and forget what I did
No one can take happiness away
It’s in our hearts, deep down inside
Go live this life with wonderful days =)
I feel like I’m losin everything, everyday
Everything’s starting to fade away
I always talk to myself and say
Tomorrow, everything will be okay
Tomorrow, tears will be gone, no more
But…
Everything’s worse than the day before
Always tell people to cheer up and have fun
But I never did that to myself
I’d rather shoot my head with a gun…
I don’t deserve to live, I don’t deserve to have all my friends & that care
I’m an awful person, I’ll never learn how to be a good one, no matter where…
I don’t know myself when I look in the mirror, I’m far away
I look at my old pictures, I remember & I suffer
I never forgot what happened in each and every day
Sometimes it’s hard, I’d say, others say its better
I always ask myself why all of that happened to me.
Do I really deserve all of this, did I change something?
Or was it the same it meant to be?
A voice inside my head says “yes you do, look what’ve you done, you never made someone happy, you’re a problem since the day you were born”
Another says “every person in this life did the good & the bad, you’re not the only one, look around you, you have a great family who always supports you, awesome friends who always there for you, forget & forgive, it’s the only life we’ll live…”
I’ll open up and live this life; I’ll never waste a minute of it
I HOPE I’ll be on the right track, and forget what I did
No one can take happiness away
It’s in our hearts, deep down inside
Go live this life with wonderful days =)
